An Eagle

These past weeks i have been more tired than usual. I have been taking naps which i never do and also iv been having the weirdest dreams. At first i thought i was getting old, and my sanity was leaving me, but its really just school. Every class keeps getting harder an harder. So its putting a damper on my life by getting me stressed out, I try to be cool and chill but im usually always worried about whats next, whats going to happen I think I need to just stop thinking. Get a clue and chill out. Part of my worrying is that i always wait until the last minute to do things. I could be brushing up on some Bio 130 but instead im writing a blog that nobody reads. See I don't get motivated to do things until the pressure is on. Im really no different than most under stimulated teenagers in America, we procrastinate. There is always something better to do and something to get pushed back to the next week, day, hour. I think if i liked what i was going to study i would look forward to learning but sadly my case is different, I am getting a career that i know could give me a good life but I want to be doing something else. I wish I was an eagle, well an eagle that could turn into a human after going wherever it wished. then i could be.