Lately i feel like im loosing myself. Every where i go everything is always the same boring mundane, no core no insight. No change in the youth, only damaged cries for help. I use to be so sure of who I was so confident in my reality. But who knows what is real anymore, is it whats in our hearts in our minds, or deep down in our souls? Stand up and scream, scream out loud, im calling out im calling for everyone. Im screaming for truth for comfort in knowing that someday ill find what Im looking for, hopefully we all will.

Bronchitis

I have never had any real bad illnesses, but I had the worst cough this past week. Turns out I have bronchitis. How the fuck did i get Bronchitis? For the next 10 days Antibiotics have to be by new best friends.

Never Solid

I was your favorite cantante
but I never hit that note
You were my favorite fish
but I always knew there
were more in the sea.
As we grow and trip
the cracks in our life become bigger
and even deeper marked.
You have doubt in your mind
I have certainty in my heart.
Summer will come, winter will end.
The truth will be seen in the end
The world will keep on turning
people will keep on moving
We will always be changing.

Down hill

As i ran down a hill the other day, I thought "I like going down hill, going down hill is good thing in fact its a great thing." I always hear people say its all down hill from here and they refer to something bad happening. I think people should say its all up hill from here, because going up hill is hard and unpleasant. Going down hill is easy and awesome. So have a happy down hill day.

Question

Who am I?

Search.

You might already have what im searching for, but I wouldn't want to stop this search for anything, im having the time of my life.

The people we know

Friends are a form of comfort, laughter , happiness, support and so much more. So is encouraging them to do irresponsible yet unexplainable fun things wrong? Someone was telling me that I should be a better friend by making sure my friends don't do things they'll regret, I think people are going to do whatever they want. Why not just support our friends in whatever they may want to do, whether its streaking through the beach, showing your ass at a party or just getting really fucked up because its Friday night. I make an ass of my self all the time and usually I don't need any encouragement. And if someone does do something embarrassing you can always blame it on the alcohol.